Shyxgirl, 52

i am shy and finding it very hard to find the lv of my life. i want someone to deeply truely love and care for me wrry if im sad or happy . and want to make me smile .my heart is soo lonely it needs to be filled with happiness.its been broken and i want the true love to put it bk together .i think i loved but they say wen u feel love true love you know you found the rite one.i have so much love to give and want to make my man happy .i find chatting thru txt or on line lets my true feelings out seeing i am so shy. so if ur out there pls come and sweep me off my feet with ur sweet words.i am devorced and have 2 lovely teenage boys 15 and 19. my youngest is bk living with me and has been great jst dealing with being a teenager lol god help loljk lving every minute. i am a stay at hom mom.i am jst learning abt the computer world and enjoying it and want to go to a glass to keep learning abt it. i am looking for love but friendship first i want my man to be my bestfriend and lover but friendship means alot to me as for i can count on 1 hand for the friends io have and only 2 of them are my bestest 1 is my mother.i like to stay close to home as to have been nowhere and dont really no wht to do but wld love to have a sspecial person to show me whats out there.im not getting any younger . i have so much i want to do or wld like to try to do but have never had a man that wld like to do stuff. something even as little as walk down the beach or find a nice tree to chill under and look at the sky and jst wish ffor happiness. even jst a date to the movies and a simple dinner. well hope iv expplained something abt me and if interested i guess leave my a msg and see how it goes.