Notte, 35

I am searching for something or someone. A thing or person that will make me feel, make me whole. I'm looking for that one thing that will inspire me and bring me to the highest form of potential that I can reach.

Ah, ok, where to start. My name is Toni, I'm twenty years old. I'm a woman that worries completely and complicatedly, I have ripped the world open and I have seen the pain that just living can bring. My mind, my beliefs, my thought patterns are a perpetual world of untold mysteries.

I'm short and I'm plump and I break out and I have a stupid little dimple when I smile that makes it contagious for other people to smile with me.

I read romance novels like they are a bible - but I get embarrassed when I watch romance movies. I get entertain by the smallest and stupidest things. I love animals.

I honor the vow given of Semper Fidelis and because of this, I have never nor will I ever cheat. I'm a pathetic hopeless heart romantic.

I love philosophy and when Confucius said "The miracle is not to fly in the air, or to walk on the water, but to walk on the Earth," and in understanding that "Reason goes further than the heart, but never far." Along with Confucius, Marquis De Sade is another of my favorite philosophers.

I hate to lie because if I lie to others then I am lying to myself, I don't try to sugar coat or give half truths. I get confused and frustrated easily and when I'm upset I go silent or I leave because I don't know how to let other people deal with that side of me.

I understand things that most people would have a hard time with, even if I don't like it, I will accept it. Everyone is their own person and I am just me.

I am an artist of the written word, a poet, a novelist, and another chaotic minded-lost philosopher. I dance along to the rhythm that life has given me, while trying not to drown in its undercurrents.