Mharieluv767, 43

Hope to gain friends! Have you ever had a moment in your lives wherein you feel completely at lost......as if there's something important missing in your lives although you thought you had it all??? I am currently at this stage where I should be happy but I'M NOT! After several failed relationships, I've already accepted the fact that LOVE is not for me....Lucky are those who finds someone who complements them in every aspects....

I don't want to find Love again for whenever I do.........I always end up hurtin'.......Maybe its because i give everything i have and everything i am........ unselfishly to the person that I love....is it wrong? No matter how wrong it may be for some.....i dont care.....because this is who i am......and I guess the only way for me not to get hurt anymore is not to expect that LOVE is for everybody....i've learned that firsthand....and though i got involve with the wrong person that last time that i did tried LOVE, i never regretted it.....for it brought me my angel......whom i love so much.....my son, whom i wished would understand all the decisions that i have made in his behalf....

I dont want to find love......but maybe it's ok for me to find friends......