Crazyb3autiful, 43

ME! Over the years I have realized that much of my struggle to be content despite outside circumstances is due to stubbornly resisting what was actually happening in my life at the present moment. I have also learned that when I surrender to a reality of a particular situation when I don't continue to resist, but accept a softening in my soul occurs. Acceptance brings with it so much relief and release.I AM ... i am, a daughter, a sister, an aunt, a grand-daughter, a niece, a cousin, a friend. i am a young girl and a grown woman at the same time. i am confident and scared, terrified and excited. im loving and caring, and thoughtful and hopeful, i am sick and tired. im shy and friendly, careful and careless. i am broken and whole. i am misunderstood, misguided and mislead. i am hard working and determinded, but a little scared on the inside. i wish on stars and dream my dreams. i pray to God and cry my tears. i smile on the outside while dying on the inside. i listen to others who wont listen to me. i walk on eggshells, and i walk on fire, i am everything and nothing all at once. I am really into politics and religion....have a thing for astrology too oh and I love dancing especially to corridos! Anything else I guess just ask and I might tell ya! SUPPORT OUR TROOPS!